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♥ Saturday, November 6, 2010♥

Having the inspiration to blog,
and finally the ideas for content.




Got myself 3 iPhone covers and lace dress today!
WooHooos~~*!


I love (almost) every clothes with laces designed and sheer material!
Bought a lacey skirt weeks back too.
SHEER & LACES ARE SEXY.






Humm. .Time really zooooming everyday.
We have reached the last second month of the year.
I never liked this period, since.......


I hate the last day of November and Christmas.
Even the thought of it brings back the guilt :(



Bin said I will never erase that guilt in me.
uh.
I badly want to rid it.
The harder I try, the more impossible it seems to be.
Let the feeling flow off naturally, also isn't working on me.
Eiks!




Bin gave just one liner
"Don't repeat the mistake again."


I think that's the best I can do.
There is nothing I can do actually already.


I may be forgiven,
but it will never be forgotten I guess.






I think mahjong brings me back to life.
The concentration, excitement, uncertainties, achievement. ..
I like!!!
I think it's a tactical game which you have to read, calculate, brainstorm to defend and attack at the right time.
It keeps the mind in practice. wkahaha.
I will definitely teach my kids in future, *laughs!!
I don't treat it as a gambling activity,
I just like the fun of it, and of course the achievement. Hoho!





♥ Wednesday, October 27, 2010♥

Just edited and deleted more than half of my previous '09 posts.
Will continue with the deletion when I can spare the time, soonest I hope!



I wanna get rid of all the "oil" in this blog.
YUCKX!




♥ Monday, June 21, 2010♥


Stuck with my assignment!!
If not I could have blog about my birthday :/


Did so much for my birthday, within days already spent what a poly grad could earned for a month.
hohohoho!



Camera, nails, hair, buffets, shopping :]



Btw, I just managed to secure a dress deal from BonitoChico!
My first purchase there!

How lucky!


Life's juicy!



♥ Sunday, June 13, 2010♥

Decided to blog a bit, before burying myself into projects :\





In search for my freedom and peace of mind,
I've left the bitter memories behind.




When I'm offended,
I'll be sympathetic as I know they will be remorseful of their actions.
Any day, definitely the one day will come,
where they will come back to me with whatever fucked up words.

True enough,
I've succeeded two, one was achieved recently (after waiting for a year plus).
The third, and considered the mooooost hopeless freak,
I trust my day will come.

Don't challenge me,
I'm worth your sorry.





When I'm happy,
I'll reminisce the feeling, to not forget how it came by.


"How long can I keep this positive feeling?"


Now that my life is at its peak,
I'm not gonna be like before where I think too much when it'll fall down,
I'll just receive and keep inside.

It's an ongoing pleasant month of June.



♥ Tuesday, June 8, 2010♥

The blogging feel is here.

When June is here, happy days should come :D


I finally got over the soreness,
I managed to heal considerably fast, but it was not at all easy.


With things going my way,
I used to have anything under my plans and predictions.
My life was alllllllllllllll happpppppppy,
I never knew how to cry for serious sadness.

I'm actually relieved, to have had the agony in my life.
I fought with all my might, fell twice as hard as how much I put in too.
If I never once got hit hard in my mind and heart, I would never wake up.

I love my retribution!
At least I still have time and chances and respect to change for the better.

I pity those who are still stupidly ruining their lives,
you may not be able to get back to feet for you had countless games, and counting.
tsktsktsk.
Boo, shame on you, what a disgrace.
Retribution will strike on you, we are waiting for the good show. Hehehe.

The best part about feeling low was
to find out who were there for me,
never gave up on listening my repetitive nonsense,
gave me countless strength to move forward, to let me see a bigger picture about my life.
My encounter isn't the worst compared to many,
I've been blessed, for the very few selective friends I made, they were true.

If friends can show constant concern,
I can't see the need to getting hitched anymore,
probably at most a companion only.



♥ Saturday, March 6, 2010♥

My first entry in 2010!


In a flash, it's the third month. March.

Twenty ten has been good for me.

1. Hong Baos collection was the most ever!
Received a first red packet from (lovable) brother. (He'll lose freedom in May this year! hehehe)

2. I just completed my Advanced Diploma (in Management)!
On my way to Degree..finally~~!
Currently waiting for classes to start in April.
Gonna be tougher,
this is part of Life.

Nothing comes easy.

3. I've just got confirmation at work (w.e.f. March)!
After 4 months of endurance.
(Initially got hired as temp staff for 3mths,
then manager offered another 3mths for consideration to perm,
but I managed to shorten my probation period :)
Pleased with my increment :D

4. I just did nails today!
On Mummy's sponsorship =p
I chose baby pink for hands, haaaawt pink for feets.
Tried to take pictures using Photo Booth but couldn't do justice.

And............
The happppppppppiest of o'll

5. I'm Happy.

The endurance period was really never easy.

I don't wish to make comparisons.
I want to lead my life as it is now, the way I fought for.





♥ Sunday, December 27, 2009♥

Just went through another year of,
Christmas..
2009.

Me, never liked Christmas,
fear that something might happen towards the friendship.

This year,
luckily nothing bad fell between.
However, I know chances are slimmer.

The 3 seconds were normal.
I didn't expect anything, anyway.

Been long I didn't update,
busy working & studying and no photos to share.

My mind, is in a mess, everyday.