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♥ Wednesday, December 31, 2008♥

Click to enlarge for clear view ~

aiyayah!
"buy at first sight" feel again ~~~


Promise to upload my buys on my next post oki ! ! !
Psssss.. 2 parcels arrived today already :DD




For now, opinions for this skirt/shorts pleaaaase!!!
$24 mailed.



I'm looooking for cheap & nice floral skirts desperately!!!


Take a look at
they have a wide range of high waisted skirts!


My favourite has got to be this ..




Ummm. . I dont intend to make plans for countdown, cos uh..




WHAT'S SO IMPORTANT?






A pleasant & comfortable talk will be able to make me happy already :D




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Click to enlarge for clear view ~

aiyayah!
"buy at first sight" feel again ~~~


Promise to upload my buys on my next post oki ! ! !
Psssss.. 2 parcels arrived today already :DD




For now, opinions for this skirt/shorts pleaaaase!!!
$24 mailed.



I'm looooking for cheap & nice floral skirts desperately!!!


Take a look at
they have a wide range of high waisted skirts!


My favourite has got to be this ..




Ummm. . I dont intend to make plans for countdown, cos uh..




WHAT'S SO IMPORTANT?






A pleasant & comfortable talk will be able to make me happy already :D




♥ Monday, December 29, 2008♥

Click on the advertisement on the Right
before proceeding to read,


can?????



Heyyyy!!






I know my blog is so deaaaad!


I also dont know what Ive been busy with.
My past week holiday seemed to have passed so quickly. .
shopping, eating, mahjong, quarrel, troubles, happiness, reflections. .
so much happened within a week.


1. The shittest - quarrel.

I never thought of starting a quarrel with anyone.
I mean, why should people quarrel?
Aiyayah, I blame it on my friend's bad temper ba.
Anyway, we have stopped contacting. .
Errr....... no, should not phrase it this way.
He has stopped calling me already, for who-the-hell-knows reason!
I had enough of giving in.
When will he learn to treasure?
Byebyebye!
If he reads this by any chance, I want make things known to him,
it was not fun at all.
Stop fooling me.
I didnt say I mind being friends again,
but have you ever regard me as ur friend, even?
If you did, ask yourself AGAIN.




2. The worst - Troubles.


I'm undergoing a stage of self-reflection because it's time I need to treasure someone (anyone).

You see, I ended off my 3 year relationship without feeling much sadness.
Yes, there might be some weird feel as I cannot go to those dining places that I wish to go anytime.
Like now, I'm thinking about Tony Roma cos Im hungry already, then I dont know have to wait till when to have it luhs!
Okay, I was the one who initiated the break, so supposedly it's normal for me to feel that way ma?

I'm a person who is very kan kai about almost everything.
Once I let go, I seldom look back. .because I'm firm of what I want.
I HATE DRAGGING, it's either a yes or no only.

E.g. my 1st point - quarrel.
Dont keep me hanging! If being friends also cannot, say laa!! Not as if this is the first time I got hurt from him. tmdzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzx.


Okay, back to my point. .
I realised I have not been treasuring people hard enough, mostly guys.

Usually, when I got to know a new guy,
we started off well & thought we could click like forever!
Because of my personality, I'm abled to adapt to one's lifestyle veryveryvery easily.
Then when we got to the closet stage before steady, suddenly I will avoid/lesser contact with the guy.

People just come and go out of my life. It has been too many cycles.

I know, that's life - I cannot possibly keep all my side, dont think of even one.


Looking back, which victims I ever bothered about?


..........

I'm playing a "game" with a friend I got to know not long ago.
We used to chat anything about the sun & moon,
now we chose to stop contacting for a month plus.

Reason?
I change too fast, I dont know if he may be my next victim.
He wants me to think for myself,
what I really want, who I can accept.



Just now, I chatted with a total stranger whom I know from online game ( LOL! ).
[ hellooooo, chat only chat only! ]
I shared my trouble with him, no harms right.
He thinks that 2 persons not contacting each other for a month is not the correct way out.
and also told me, there is nothing wrong with me at all.

He feels that my friend and me should work things out together,
as in still continue contacting each other and whether I will treasure this new friend of mine, it's up to how we develop our friendship.

Agree?


Btw, the stranger is 35 years old. lololols.
Actually I didnt bother to find out 'cos he's like, none of my biz to me at all.
But I asked for his age as I wanted to see the thinkings for different age group (:



Everyone handles matter differently, ya?

If you were me,
will you choose doing self-reflection during the 1 month of tough period alone,
or take the risk to be in contact with ur new friend & let fate decides the outcome?


Both ways has its good & bad points.


For me,
after much much much comparisons,
I hope I can choose to stop the game.
Because I have only myself as guidance, how much can I change?
Dont leave me handling alone if you really wish for the better.


3. Shopping & eating & mahjongs!

These are best leisure for me already!!!


I've been on the winning strike lately. .
is it just a coincidence or fated?


I learnt smt recently :
dress up for my own sake.



When I bother to dress nicer, I feel good about myself.
I dont have to care about any comments,
because my taste is always different from people.


If you compliment me, I'll say,
welcome to my world :D
Otherwise, I'll tell you,
I can't stand your dressing sense either :S



Aiyayah, I crave for Japanese food again.
I need Nihon Mura buffet alr =((((
Sweeeeety amaebi!!!!



Is it really a crave, or am I trying to distract my frustrations away?


Please dont mind my pale face :O

That was how fugly I looked like after work during my attachment days.
And yuppps, this picture shows the closest hair color I'm having now.




I dont know what better alternatives to make myself happier ler.

I online shopped ytd for the sake of spending something.
Will upload my buys on my next post oki.
Expect to see high waisted dress, gold studded belt, glossy leggings & pink leopard dress I got for my cousin (:
Not to leave out, some items that I received via mail :)))
[ Skin79 BB, Pearl Powder, Blush, Vintage Belt. ]




the time is 09:07am now!!!!
i havent been sleeping at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suppose to stay up for report,
but mind has a lot of distractions laaaahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






I WANT TO STOP PLAYING THE DAMN FUCKING GAME!
So fucking fuck!





Pssssss.. I'm so attracted to my hair smell xPPPP



♥ Friday, December 19, 2008♥

I dont have a true picture of my hair colour,
maybe I will upload next time oki x.x


Been loooong time I didnt like a new idol ~~
Because almost all Taiwanese boys has the same hairstyle, same look ~_~






TIME FOR KOREAN BOYS!





This guy was introduced by cousin Kaiming ^^


Concentrate on his eyes will do,
CAT EYES luhs!!!




Wondering why his eyes so puuuuuurfect ma?







MY FAVOURITE PICTURE has got to be this,
HERO JAE JOONG in white!




Korea, well-known for plastic surgery. .
so yupps, he did undergo some plastic lor.


W h a t e v e r!
Just admiring his looks as an idol,
plastic then plastic loh!


Psssssss... His voice so gentle leh.
Maybe you can watch this??
Notice 1:04, m e l t loh! Not his best performance, but I dont know where to find better vids lah!










In order to spark my mood up at work,

I did this for my wallpaper xPPPPP


reeeeally added smiles to me whenever I right clicked
"Show the desktop" .




Today's my last day for attachment,
verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry s a d .


I cannot forget how much I struggled through my first 3 months,
it was damn effed up for me everyday. .
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Then my life suddenly became so colourful after I got to know one after another.
I had tea breaks, for like half hour each time!
Having lunch became something I looked forward to.
Canteen aunty looked out for me everyday. . ONLY I had the privilege to ask the chef to cook what I wanted to have for lunch :DDD
Did OT HAPPILY even though it was only $3/hour.
Even the security staffs there started conversations with me. . .
etc etc etc .. .. ..


I'm trying not to leave any feelings behind,
as taught by my first friend in the company.



I got to know another guy,
he's 30+ but NO AGE GAP problems during conversations!
I told my first friend about it,
& he also felt the same way as me.
I admire this type of people lor,
heart is still young!



Hopefully, hopefully... ... ... hooooopefully,


both of 'em wont forget about me lohs.


First friend asked me yesterday if he & 2nd guy can meet me up after my attachment ends or not.
ASKED FEI HUA, CORRECT!


Aiyayah, this damn first friend always say-say nia,
must depend on his mood de. EEEEEK!


Anyways,
I loooooove talking to people with matured minds,

makes me learnt a lot a lot a lot within minutes!
(:



♥ Wednesday, December 17, 2008♥

Been updating this blog 'coz there is an increase in traffic flow everyday ^^


so haaaapy, but....................












Can click my advertisment on the top right
if you happen to see it??







Thaaanks lah! :D








On one weekend, I met up with my long lost friend, Kaiming,
randomly ended up at E! Hub.


He intro Fondu to me :)
Actually I researched for Fondu before,
just didnt had a chance to let Mr. J try.




Aaaanyways, I chose the biscuit basket :]


$7.90 for this, alright la, hor?



All tasted gooooood! Okay, GREEEAT.




If I had the chance with Mr. J, we suuuuuurely finished up EVERY bit of the choco lurhs!!
But I had to care about my image with others ma xPPP




Since I've mentioned about Mr. J already,
I shall update you gossipers about our relation??












Anxious bo!!




















O K A Y L A H!














Umms, we both came to a same mindset of being single for now, will be a better choice for us.


He said, he won't stop me if I get into a relation with another.
Me too, encouraged him to go with others ( but def not her )!


I meant what I said larhs, but I'm unsure about his lors.

We still messaged each other occasionally,
like in the past before we got together (:

Also just met up a few days back. .
went Vivo. .he wanted to treat me to Thai Accent
[ waaaaa, nan de got a treat from him luhz! ],
but I didnt really have craving for that.


Soooo, decision between Sushi Tei && Marche,
and guess our choice?












M a r c h e !!! :DDDDD












His appetite became smaller loh! *lousy*
I had to expand mine because rarely can get a treat from him!
++ plus my mood didnt felt right halfway through,


so I used f o o d to make myself feel better.




My emotion will undergo a sudden breakdown at a certain part of the day.




and I just want to be alone for that period.

If I cant, I will use food to ease myself, thou it's a useless method.







Dont ask me what happened,
I can only answer you I'm trying vvvvvvvvv hard to stablize my emotions.
I dont know I need how long to escape from this torment.


I teared few drops to sleep last night,
but am glad that I'm still able to drop tears :)



The worst feeling is when you wanna cry so badly,
but you have reached a point whereby you are unable to produce any drops down.








Tell me how to release any emotions anymore?

Seriously, I'm afraid of that moment to come by.


I DONT NEED ANYONE'S PITY OR CONCERN,
I want to wake myself up,
no matter how hard this gonna be.



Btw, my breakdown has got nothing to do with Mr. J, tq.



umm umm umm..


TALK ABOUT SOMETHING HAPPIER NOW



This was my 1st batch arrival of mask,
which I've already given some eye masks away to wendi & Mr. J.


What you see above are :


Left : [ EGF Eye Masks ]
Right from Top : [ Xin Ji Eye Masks, My Beauty Diary Face Masks (!!!), Shiseido White Masks ]


A lot has been given away as Christmas gifts :D


Personally, I dont really like Xmas. .
because there seem to be smt bad falling onto me every year before xmas.


For this year,
I just regard my gifts as thanksgiving presents ba ~
so, only people who mean something to me will receive :)))



Bonkie - Someone whom I have lesser contact with, but strongest friendship bond. Her advices are soo pooower & true! Love it, love her too xPPP

Precious Friend in Company
- Comments kept within :)

Cousin Kaiming - So muuuuch thanks for remembering us. Someone whom I have no love-feeling for, but someone inexpressible bah.

Guo Sheng - I'm blisssssssssed to have someone like you. To know that whatever I do, there's always you who will be waiting for me. I wont take you for granted, I also wont sad if you have another girl. This path, I chose it myself. I just loove the way we are moving naturally now; no stress.

Wendi - My replacement boyfriend! Because she always showered me with Hello Kitty stuffs @@ !! I definitely must thank her ~








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On the day I received my masks,
I had pamperations from my mummy too ^^!


Just when I was on my way back home one Saturday,
feeling exhausted & down,
she called me up for shopping at Metro Paragon!


YEAH!
I didnt had sleep the night before,
but I felt the need to spend more time with her.




Cousin Lilian gave $100 voucher to my mummy & mummy gave it all to me!


weeeeeeeeet* SWEET !


so I got myself 2 sets of Lingerie,
Eye serum from Laneige STAR range [ so ex lor :(((( ]
& Forever and Ever Dior Eau De Toilette :]]]]]
Total Damage was over $200,
but mummy had to pay $46 only!





pssss..... My aunt had 30% discount =PPP







Afterwhich, we went to Taka [my mum's fav hangout place lols].
She knew I wanted a bag so she accompanied me to see the range there.

However, she wasnt feeling well halfway so we went to get sour plums,
then head to look for the rest at Gucci.




30% public + additional 10% from cousin,
40% discount leh!!


Too bad, I'm a loyal Burberry fan o>O

I think ah, anyone who get me my first Burberry item,
I dont know will touched until where lurhs! O_O



On that day,
I came to realise the importance of family bonding.
Been quite some time my mother didnt pamper me that manner
& smiles were all over her face while we chatted, how great.





Wanna know where my $100 spending went to the other day?








HERE YOU GO !!!!!








I bought this as Xmas gift as well.

Yellow for me, Pink for...


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Sherlyn - Yupp, I felt the efforts she put in in strengthening our friendship. I reaaally appreciate it lahs! And glad that we are better than before [:




The 4 tops above only cost me $29 ^^



I bought the left one because of the glittery bits on it!

I know it will fall off sooner or later,
but I cannot resist the dots of shiiines on it!!


$26.60 after discount!




The right leopard skirt stole my heart away instantly!

Although my legs are soooooo fattttty,
but how to resist sucha prettty bottom!




By the time you read till here,










eyes enough tired?

entry long enough??




Shuang liao marhs!!!





I guess my next post wont be so soon alr.

oh wells, at least Ive made it up with today's entry!

A lot of emotions added wor ~ahahahas.


If I do come back for a post,
it'll be about my new hair colour ^_^





♥ Tuesday, December 16, 2008♥

"How will I know when I meet the right person?"








Instead of asking the question,
"Is this the right person for me?"
why not ask,
"Am I being the right person?"
Am I being a person who comes to a relationship filled with love to share,
or am I being a needy person hoping to get love and validation?



The main reason that many relationships don't work out is because

each person is disappointed in not getting what they expected to get from the other person. True?


Knowing if this is the right person for you does not happen instantly.

It takes months or even longer to discover whether or not a person is who they say they are.

You cannot really know who a person is until you have conflict and find out what this person does in conflict.


Conflict occurs in all relationships, and if both people are not open to learning about themselves and each other within the conflict, the unresolved conflicts will eventually destroy the relationship.





If you just want what you want and you don't care about what the other person wants or feels, in other words being selfish, you are not ready for a relationship.



♥ Monday, December 15, 2008♥

ahhh!!
I want I want I want ... ... ...
time at work passes so quickly today,
or maybe I was too engrossed in online shopping
( psss.. I just got my pay ^^ ).


Anyways, followings are my current desires ~~~


Click to enlarge oki ;)



dont mind choosing 1 of these 2 above for me, c a n ?

Zipper skirt!! $24 mailed.
I like leh, white nicer??





This high waisted shorts for only $20 !
Black/Dark Brown?


High waist shorts lk going to be outdated liao leh.
I waaaant the zipper skirt! omggg xPPP


and this zebra halter.. I also want leh.

but nice or not ....


I've collected my 40 ( + 4 free ) masks

&& Taiwan Bags ^^

dammn satisfying to see so many goods in hand :D




♥ Saturday, December 13, 2008♥

One "GOOD" Saturday.




Last Sat, I cropped myself at home,

then guuuuess what I did?!!!!


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O N L I N E S H O P P I N G !
What's new, right.






It was like one spree after another larhs!!



Ive been loooking for this PONG PONG FEN,
known for VOLUMIZING ur hair! wooooots*



Schwarzkopf Osis Dust It Mattifying Powder




I first saw this product selling at around $24 from a spree.
I hesitated, sooo ex lurhs for a small bottle leh!
I ebay-ed it, $26.90 ~~~


SIAN! But hands vvv itchy to get it leh,

You know I ALWAYS GRAB MY HAIRS TILL MY CLASSMATES GOT SO WORRIED FOR ME == !!



After blog hopping for months,
I finally found it a much cheaper price!!!





FIFTEEN DOLLARS ONLY!!!!!






I went,
"wawawa!! I wanna buy!! ... ... ... nono, I MUST BUY IT NOW."


:))))))))))))))))))))




SHISEIDO Vital Perfection Mineral Mud Blackhead Removal Mask


I've never seen this black mask going for sooo dammm dirt cheap!
Mostly $1 per piece,
cheapest I found was $0.70.


I must have had some Saturday luck,
as I got it for $0.50 each only!!!


OMFG, Save Save Save, Sherry's the best at "saving"!

L O L S ^^



Pure Luxe Cosmetics Spree ~


I got myself
- Beach Bunny
- Giddy
- Cheeky

(((:

Blush SAMPLES lah!
Everything must try first ma ~


Since everything was so dirt cheap,
I bought a eye corrector as well,
in perky pink :]


and this one!!!
I had the "buy at first sight" feel.

This is Dispenser Brush,
which you can put any powder worth 5ml inside.


And I have to find a companion for my dispenser brush,
RIGHT!


PURE PEARL POWDER

I bought 4 jars of this.
Buy 3 get 1 free !!!!

It's reeeally a steal,
because this pearl powder has been said to work

WONDERS.


You can use it as a foundation base,
after foundation application,
remove freckles,
night cream,
burns, scalds, infections, wounds,
face masks,
it will def benefit you in every ways!!

Not I exaggerated hor,
seems so true leh.


Somemore so cheap for a jar!
I cannot wait for its arrival man :]]]
WAIT FOR ME TO USE xP


Skin Food Aloe Sun BB Cream


I always wanted to get this since I knew about the existence of BB Cream!

Known for being one of the best BB creams!

so I got it from minnie mouse,
at a duuuper cheap price!
thaaaaanks soooo muchie minty!!!



Hanskin Super Magic BB Cream


I bought sample for this as well.
I dont like the Lioele BB that Ive been using!!!!!
oil control sux,
didnt do any benefit to my skin. .
in fact I think it worsen my face! =((((

and I'm eyeing for this BB collection now :PPP





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Hanskin Petit BB Creams 10ml x 4



This package consists of :

- Caviar Gold BB Cream
- Glossy Magic BB Cream
- Intense Eye cream
- Magic BB night cream

Actually I dont fancy Caviar 'cos it meant for matured skin.
Probably I'll sell it away if I purchase this petit collection (:

Reeeally so tempted to buy this :(((







BN Authentic Burberry wallet !

ooooommmmmgggggg...


If I can only have a wish for this xmas,
I would
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NOT wish for this!!


Aiyayah, I'm not materialistic larhs ~
I know what my xmas wish for this year already,
but it's i m p o s s i b l e lurhs.
Nothing is impossible,
but when there's not even a glimpse of hope,
how to make it into p o s s i b l e ?

*sobbbbbbing....


Anyways anyways!!
yup yuppps, this wallet is near to my expectation!
Ive always been a fan of Burberry ( though I dont own one ),
because I luurve complicated designs & many colours in a design.

$399 leh!!!!!
uh huhs . that's my 1 month pay now =.="""



and Ive already spent $100 on shopping last night,
A L O N E somemore !!!!
I think I'll post my buys on my next next post?



I'm sooo proud of myself for being able to do stuffs that few will do alone.


I wanna be a stronger, cheerful and of course,
strengthen my independence self.

But the question is,

can I?