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♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008♥
Let's get a little emotional...
I didnt turn up t work this morning..
a bad start.
Laid on the bed from then till 6pm.
Tosses left & right,
a little too much of thoughts,
cover or not to cover blanket,
sensitived to handphone,
sickness remained.
Rang Keropoppi up,
nothing improved. .
I asked him,
where do you want to bring me to?
what are we having for dinner?
His random answers;
made me felt that he doesnt concern me at all.
I just asked to hang the call.
I dont want to listen anything else.
Then I went to find hope.
Searched for a song I longed to listen,
googled the song lyrics..
Here I am, sharing it.
On the telephone line
I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or
Norman mailer
And you wouldnt know the difference
O r r w o u l d d y o u?
Then I received a call from him,
asked me join in his family dinner.
I rejected,
because I felt weak,
I dont wish to incur any misunderstandings.
I then asked for supper later.
I want tang yuan so badly!
I want to be a little kid having those lil chewy.
He answered,
"I go buy for you, bring to your house now."
I asked him to save the trouble
because it's silly to deliver a box of tang yuan??
However, he told me,
"Dont always act that you're fine. I'm coming now."
You can make me unhappy within seconds,
but haaaappy again with your efforts.
When he arrived, I felt touched inside
but I still showed black face
because had some conflicts in between.
Look at him walking away to the lift,
I turned soft.
I sent him a msg,
"Thanks a lot. Sorry for causing troubles.
But I no mood to hong ni. Anw thanks dear.
I could felt the love and effort.
Pardon me giving sad face."
He replied
"Nvm. You sick ma. Eat and enjoy my first love delivery ok. :)
enjoy e tang yuan. Very nice de. :) Take care."
"Dun think about it. Hanny relax. Tmr still working.
Big hugs. Hope u recover soon."
Yea, it was his FIRST time in 3 years
to deliver food to me when I'm sick.
Thanks hun.
You know I get hurt easily
but I'm easy to be pleased too.
From this incident today,
I did gave chance and
I know what is truly right for me.
My old saying,
"It's better to find someone who loves you more
than you love him/her."
