好想好想和你在一起...
Sorweee, I don't feel like blogging again...
Dislike to blog about unhappy stuffs
cuz I find myself seeking pity attention leh.
But my life is at a low peak now,
how to blog with a better mood?!?!?! walauuu.
Don't blog, fans (hahaha) complained.
Blogged, afraid people say I'm acting emotional.
S i c k e n i ng !
来, let me show you what happened when my screw got loosen.
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I spurgled unknowingly.
I can assure you, I really don't know how I ended up purchasing these within days.
Ranked from least to most favourite (:
Unsure if this looks okay on me.
I may look more matured or sloppy?
Heck!
Just buy first, come then decide what to do with it.
Anyway the piece looks quite nice what, no?
Ahhh!
I have a liking for off-shoulder!
cuz my body lah, arms lah, all so faaaaat laahs,
off-shoulder tops can hide tummy and reveal the skinnier parts of my body ah.
This can be worn two-ways, more "wu hua". hahaha!
Somemore is striped designed,
makes me look slimmmmmer xD
Initially backordered something slightly darker than above,
but their supplier ran out of the actual material,
thus I asked for an exchange!
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This corset is sooooo muuuuuch sexxxxxxier, right!
Since I got black bandaged skirt also, pair with this top = puurfect uhs :]
It's the same price as the denim top,
of course I would choose this lacey corset instead :D
Purchased till here, I thought it would be really be my last.
The next thing when I refreshed my hotmail,
a seller replied she managed to get the following piece for me!
Sorry (to myself), I reeeeeally eyed on this for a loooooooong time!
FYI,
they had THREE backorders for this already
and I'm on the fourth batch I supposed so?!
I even bought the black sheer stocking as well!!
HAhAHas, I'm a TERRRRROR behind the computer screen :(
I don't know why I'm into sheeeeeeer clothings
when I have 12345 layers of fats on my tummy!
Yea, Butcher SW knows very well of my layered tummy. SIGH.
Psssss.. I just bought a white leopard dress last Wednesday,
and it was slightly sheer at the back too -.-
All Butcher's fault for being late!
But also thankful to him, cuz I realised
there was an additional 10% for me on this birthday month of mine :)))
I so wanna open my blogshop,but I'm losing confidence of myself even.
I used to be very strong,
even when I fell, I looked on the brighter side of life.
I gave no worries to my ex and friends around me,
because I relied on myself to settle my problems.
I'm always worrying about my love ones,
whether they are fine, having a happy life or just anything that bothers them.
Lobster always told me that I'm a good partner to be with,
that I'm the most caring, feels selfless towards them
and can never find another better.
But Why.
Why I'm not the one for them?
I'm a person who lacks of confidence (hurhur),
who always thinks I'm the worst,
I bring joy but not happiness to people.
Hence, I ever asked Lobster what my weak points were.
too Straightforward.
Not selfish enough.
Lobster knows clearly, every year besides Xmas, this date will be a day I'm afraid to go through.